Paper Bag

I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star
To pray on, or wish on, or something like that
I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew, was hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances
Were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near, so did a weary tear
i thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag
hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
Cuz I know Im a mess he dont wanna clean up
I got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold
hunger hurts, but starving works
when it costs too much to love

Ahhh. i JUST discovered When the Pawn... by Fiona Apple. Always ahead of the game.

it's done.

October 10, 2008!!!!

listen to some tunes HERE.

Today I'm grabbing monday by the balls and throwing its ass all the way to next weekend.

ohgawd.

22?!?!?

great. what birthday do i have to look forward to now? social security at 65?

renting a car at 25?

gimme something to work with.

now that my purse has been stolen

and I have magically still managed to maintain my iPhone throughout all this, here is what I lost~

-the keys to my house
-my driver's license
-my student ID card
-my credit cards
-my key identificators which were so sweet because they were different colored guitars!!
-approximately $17.00 in cash
-my DARTH VADER WATER BOTTLE (gentle sobs).

Never mind the license or credit cards. I don't have to drive in michigan and i can always renew those. But I've had a long relationship with that water bottle. It was my little friend, a piece of me. Likewise, a little piece of me withered up and died inside yesterday at the loss of my purse and all its contents.

this post is for bryanna

bryanna complains that I never update my blog anymore so here's one for her. the fall is gloriously busy and exhilarating. classes have started and i'm taking 3 english classes (including a creative writing class) and a world war II class, which I love already. bryanna is going to come visit me for a football game on some weekend this fall and I'm stoked. My new house is amazing. The album will be released October 10 at the Yellow barn with Frontier Ruckus and i could die of antici.....pation. (new tracks up HERE.)there's no internet in my room. the amount of junk in our living room that we have yet to organize is astounding. my birthday is on friday and we're having a derelicte-themed bash to break in our new place in celebration. i watched Woody Allen's Sleeper tonight and I loved it. my iPhone is not disappointing me at all. I could use a little more banana bread in my life right now.